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| whoa! long time no talk! sad huh? well guess all i have to say for the
moment is... i moved. 8 hours from home and it kinda sucks. i mean i
like it out here but then again, i'm homesick like no other! i miss
omaha! i miss my friends there. and i miss getting drunk with them and
hanging out. i miss going to shows with them! I MISS SHOWS!!! i
need to go see a band play soooo bad i can't stand it. i can't wait to
go home for thanksgiving. it's gonna be great. i miss home!!! oh and i
got a boyfriend out here... and it sucks. he's like 2 hours away at a
different school. and he's completely in love with me. i dont like it.
i feel suffocated and i want to run. the more in love with me he
gets... the more i want to break free from him and run. the more he
tells me how much i mean to him... the more i want to break up with
him. is that fucked up?!?!?!
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| i hate being drunk. even more i hate being a sad drunk and feeling like no one cares. i just wanna have someone. someone. someone who cares. i wish i would have stuck to my guns tonight and not have gone out it pry would have turned out much better. | | |
| so i love when my best friend gets a girlfriend... who is a MINOR... and then doesnt have the time to call me even. fantastic.
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| been awhile since i updated so lets see... what's happened? well the
missouri boys came up. i was surprised they did cause it was rainy all
weekend. those boys can't live without skating and they didnt get to do
much of that. :) we went to the zoo tho. it was fun!!! is always fun
with them tho i kinda miss them. i wanna go down there soon. um school
got out and amazingly i passed ALL of my classes. Therefore i
successfully completed my first year of college. Which means its summer
eh? its been okay so far i guess. Ashley (my roommate) and i finally
had it out with each other. pretty much decided we dont care if we ever
talk again. lucky that happened only a few days before we moved out of
our apartment. so yes. i'm back at home with my dad. i dont mind it so
much there's no rent and i enjoy being around my family. since i'm
going to be leaving in August i want to spend as much time with them as
possible. and i have been. pretty much all i've done since i moved home
is work, sleep, and go to family stuff. i had my cousin Dane's
graduation, and 3 family renuions, and my cousin Derek died in a car
accident about a week ago. So my dad's side of the family has been
leaning together to cope with that. Thanks to work i haven't had much
of a social life cause i work evenings and weekends. I meet this boy
Evan. He's the only person other than family that i've hung out with.
it kinda sucks because he's getting a place with some friends but they
haven't moved in yet. so both he and i live at home with our parents.
:( he's sweet. he opens doors, pays for things, etc. i've gotten good
at sneaking him in after my dad's gone to sleep and then getting him
out while dad's in the shower. idk. not going to get attached.... i
move in august. *sigh* i think that's it for now. oh yeah! Sunday,
Olivia, & I are going to Warped Tour/Worlds of Fun June 19-20th so
if anyone wants to go... you're welcome to join!!! :)
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| EFF YOU, YOU BITCH.
I HATE YOU.
DONT EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN.
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